So, everyone who knows me knows what a huge fan I am of DMB. Tonight I felt the need to let Dave into my soul and fill me up..."pick me up love, from the bottom..." By far, the lyrics to Say Goodbye are just so passionate and intense...must share with you. As a Scorpio...this is my nature and what is within...intense and passion!
So here we are tonight
You and me together
The storm outside, the fire is bright
And in your eyes I see
What's on my mind
You've got me wild
Turned around inside
And then desire, see, is creeping
Up heavy inside here
And know you feel the same way
I do now
Now let's make this an evening
Lovers for a night, lovers for tonight
Stay here with me, love, tonight
Just for an evening
When we make
Our passion pictures
You and me twist up
Secret creatures
And we'll stay here
Tomorrow go back to being friends
Go back to being friends
But tonight let's be lovers,
We kiss and sweat
We'll turn this better thing
To the best
Of all we can offer,
Just a rogue kiss
Tangled tongues and lips,
See me this way
I'm turning and turning for you
Girl just tonight
Float away here with me
An evening just wait and see
But tomorrow go back to your man
I'm back to my world
And we're back to being friends
Wait and see me,
Tonight let's do this thing
All we are is wasting hours until the sun comes up it's all ours
On our way here
Tomorrow go back to being friends
Go back to being friends
Tonight let's be lovers, say you will
And hear me call, soft-spoken whispering love
A thing or two I have to say here
Tonight let's go all the way then
Love I'll see you,
Just for this evening
Let's strip down, trip out at this
One evening starts with a kiss
Run away
And tomorrow
Back to being friends
Lovers...love...lovers
Just for tonight, one night...love you
And tomorrow say goodbye
Love yall
Mo
Wednesday, November 12, 2008
Do you believe in mulligans?
"In golf, a mulligan is a retaken swing, usually due to a previously errant one. Like gimmes, mulligans are strictly prohibited in the official rules of the game, but are commonplace in social golf. Traditionally, mulligans are allowed only on the first tee shot (usually one per round) and are not just taken at any time of the golfer's choosing. Golf tournaments held for charity may even sell mulligans to collect more money for the charity.
Some social golf games also allow one mulligan per nine holes (thus two for a round of 18).
Some golfers also allow for the "rolling mulligan," which can replace a taken mulligan shot that is no better than the original shot. In other words, the player retains his or her right to play a mulligan later in the round-- thus the "rolling."" Wikipedia
Initially I was thinking about the phrase taking a mulligan due to a situation where I let others get to me which in turn, made me not at all act like myself. Instead of being my usual laid back and easy going self, I turned into someone who was overly nervous and over thinking everything vs going with the flow. Lately I have been thinking more about this and in a much broader sense.
Life really is a series of mulligans, of do-overs. You've heard the phrases..if at first you don't succeed, try try again...or how about..if you fall off the horse, pick yourself back up, brush yourself off, and get back in the saddle again, back on the horse. Not only is life a series of do-overs but also learning lessons from those situations. I know I have used my share of mulligans and will be using more in the future.
Perhaps one of the hardest to overcome is that of a marriage that ends in divorce. I know this is the first time I have talked about my divorce openly, at least in this format. I am hoping that by speaking about it, to let you, the reader, understand me a little better and also to learn from my past. I won't call it a mistake because I don't regret it at all. I'll attempt to keep this short because I know I could go on about this. Something tells me I will be taking this offline and just journal on paper.
Looking back over the last 10 years I learned a very valuable lesson, never turn your back on your internal voice. Although, there is a reason for my experiences over the last 10 years. I believe that people are meant to come into your life for a reason and without this having happened, everything else may never have too. No, don't regret anything at all. I am still working through so many emotions I did not expect to have, but am handling them very well.
Why be bitter? That is one thing I don't understand is when a marriage ends in divorce, there is so much bitterness and hatred. Why? Things did not work out for a reason. No reason at all to be bitter, that major negative feeling makes it so you don't move on. Most see the end as a sadness, for me I see it as a happy part of my life.
Happy, yes....This is a new beginning, a new chapter, and an opportunity to truly be happy and share my life with the one man who I truly am meant to be. It would really be unfair to pursue anything serious right now since I am still going through a bit of left over emotions that I just need time to process and let go. I know the man I asked for through meditation is out there, its just a matter of me being ready for him. Of course, I know that when my internal voice speaks up, I will be listening very well.
Some social golf games also allow one mulligan per nine holes (thus two for a round of 18).
Some golfers also allow for the "rolling mulligan," which can replace a taken mulligan shot that is no better than the original shot. In other words, the player retains his or her right to play a mulligan later in the round-- thus the "rolling."" Wikipedia
Initially I was thinking about the phrase taking a mulligan due to a situation where I let others get to me which in turn, made me not at all act like myself. Instead of being my usual laid back and easy going self, I turned into someone who was overly nervous and over thinking everything vs going with the flow. Lately I have been thinking more about this and in a much broader sense.
Life really is a series of mulligans, of do-overs. You've heard the phrases..if at first you don't succeed, try try again...or how about..if you fall off the horse, pick yourself back up, brush yourself off, and get back in the saddle again, back on the horse. Not only is life a series of do-overs but also learning lessons from those situations. I know I have used my share of mulligans and will be using more in the future.
Perhaps one of the hardest to overcome is that of a marriage that ends in divorce. I know this is the first time I have talked about my divorce openly, at least in this format. I am hoping that by speaking about it, to let you, the reader, understand me a little better and also to learn from my past. I won't call it a mistake because I don't regret it at all. I'll attempt to keep this short because I know I could go on about this. Something tells me I will be taking this offline and just journal on paper.
Looking back over the last 10 years I learned a very valuable lesson, never turn your back on your internal voice. Although, there is a reason for my experiences over the last 10 years. I believe that people are meant to come into your life for a reason and without this having happened, everything else may never have too. No, don't regret anything at all. I am still working through so many emotions I did not expect to have, but am handling them very well.
Why be bitter? That is one thing I don't understand is when a marriage ends in divorce, there is so much bitterness and hatred. Why? Things did not work out for a reason. No reason at all to be bitter, that major negative feeling makes it so you don't move on. Most see the end as a sadness, for me I see it as a happy part of my life.
Happy, yes....This is a new beginning, a new chapter, and an opportunity to truly be happy and share my life with the one man who I truly am meant to be. It would really be unfair to pursue anything serious right now since I am still going through a bit of left over emotions that I just need time to process and let go. I know the man I asked for through meditation is out there, its just a matter of me being ready for him. Of course, I know that when my internal voice speaks up, I will be listening very well.
Tuesday, November 11, 2008
Truly blessed
For those of you who do not have a myspace account or are not linked to mine as a friend, here is a post I put out in myspace land last week. Since I love to write, as if you couldn't tell already, I often go through and read what I wrote. It is great for strong reminders of my purpose or what I have overcome in the last decade or so. So...enjoy the read...
Sometimes we, as humans, tend to overlook the small things in life that make it so beautiful. Stop and smell the roses, enjoy the little things life has to offer...sayings to remind us to stop, slow down, and truly love yourself and love life.
Friday (Nov 7th), will mark another year I have been blessed to be here, living and loving life. This past year, so many changes have happened, all positive, all have brought me to this point in my life. I am truly fortunate to be entering my 33rd year on Earth, happy, healthy, vibrant, positive, and feeling the love from my friends and family.
This next year, I feel will be a most magnificent year! I look forward to the big and positive changes that will take place. Positive growth, deep relationships, rewarding life experiences, educating others, working in a healing environment, love for self and others, following my dreams and desires completely. This is truly walking my path. Finally, I am walking my path and no longer sitting on a rock near the path watching my life pass me by. It is a beautiful thing when things align and you are doing what you are meant to do.
To my friends and family, thank you for the continued support. I am blessed having you in my life and for having your love and respect. I hope some of you I am able to see very soon too! My wish to you this year, be happy, practice wellness, love yourself, follow your dreams, and be yourself.
Love........
Maureen
Sometimes we, as humans, tend to overlook the small things in life that make it so beautiful. Stop and smell the roses, enjoy the little things life has to offer...sayings to remind us to stop, slow down, and truly love yourself and love life.
Friday (Nov 7th), will mark another year I have been blessed to be here, living and loving life. This past year, so many changes have happened, all positive, all have brought me to this point in my life. I am truly fortunate to be entering my 33rd year on Earth, happy, healthy, vibrant, positive, and feeling the love from my friends and family.
This next year, I feel will be a most magnificent year! I look forward to the big and positive changes that will take place. Positive growth, deep relationships, rewarding life experiences, educating others, working in a healing environment, love for self and others, following my dreams and desires completely. This is truly walking my path. Finally, I am walking my path and no longer sitting on a rock near the path watching my life pass me by. It is a beautiful thing when things align and you are doing what you are meant to do.
To my friends and family, thank you for the continued support. I am blessed having you in my life and for having your love and respect. I hope some of you I am able to see very soon too! My wish to you this year, be happy, practice wellness, love yourself, follow your dreams, and be yourself.
Love........
Maureen
Sunday, November 9, 2008
The Grinch..must see for Christmas
Since the ride has come and gone and next year is still many months away, you now will see more blogs about a whole bunch of random stuff. A lot has been going on lately so, I am now taking the time to slow down enough to write in here, at least 2 times a week. Although today, this makes 2 times in one day! So, what am I going to write about.......Christmas!
I know...groaaaannnnnn..why is she bringing up Christmas already, can we get through Thanksgiving first, Christmas is 47 days away, and whatever else you sour pusses want to groaaann out your mouths. Well...so sorry...if you don't want to hear about how excited I am because the holidays are upon us, then stop reading. No one is forcing you to continue! Now, for those reading still....beware...I might make you smile or at least dream a little bit better tonight!
What pray tell, has sparked this sudden burst of excitement for Christmas or at least the holidays? I would have to say last night is where it really started. There is something about a first snowfall that gets me giddy like a school girl, although very, very mild and light by Chicago standards, still...there was snow.
The last day of clinic, I skipped out of there, with a million thoughts running through my head all happy of course. Although nervous and my head racing, I had a lovely evening with a very unique, down to Earth, and sweet guy. As we were leaving a very sweet gals birthday party, is when it started snowing enough to see the white in the distance. There is just something about snow and lights on trees, yes, some parts of Chicago do have lights on trees already. Of course, this had me thinking on the way home and all today, that summer is over, fall is here and almost over too, winter is going to be sooner then we realize it.
Fall, my favorite season (see previous post) gives way to Winter. Since I am and always will be, a kid at heart, snow is the best part of winter. I always jump up and down when there is too much snow for anyone to leave. Snow day for kids is almost as fun as snow day for adults! Yes it is, well, for me anyhow. Snow ball fights with the dogs and friends, sledding with friends and their kids, peeling off all the cold and wet clothes, hot shower and hot cocoa, wrap up under a blanket after lighting a fire, cuddle with Ara...the sweetest dog in the world. And, although I give everyone a hard time who puts a sweater on their dog, yes....Ara will be getting one this year. Its not to make her look cute, its so she can stay warm. With her hair, like other short-haired dogs, it is understandable why a sweater or something is needed for this area. But, summer time and other warm months, no...she does not get dressed up.
The other great moment of snow, perhaps my favorite, is when it is the middle of the night, fresh snow has covered everything in a pure, white, blanket. As no plows or drivers are on the road, the stillness is breathtaking. The peacefulness as you hear only snow falling on snow. Crystals falling onto other crystals. Other then the sound of snow falling, there is the occasional animal scurrying off to seek shelter or maybe some traveling in a pack to find food, howling in the distance.
I normally stand outside for a few minutes, wrapped up in a blanket, just listening to the sound of snow falling to the ground. Once I am too cold, I go upstairs and stare out the window for a few more minutes, watching the unique flakes fall in front of me. What normally happens with when snow starts falling, I start singing...especially parts of Let it Snow. Have you ever actually listened to the lyrics? That is old school romantic right there. I don't care what some of you say, I am a sucker for romance. A true gentleman who is comfortable enough to be romantic too...that's enough to make me melt.
So, although this may not have been directly related to Christmas, there was still the tone of the holiday. Snow, holiday music...pure joy. On that note, I bid you farewell...to another night. Dream of the beauty snow offers. The beauty just before anyone drives in it. Before you have to drive to work. The part where you may watch the flakes come down and cleanse everything. Natures way of purifying everything....
Have a most wonderful week. Be happy in all you do and spread that joy to others who may need it more then you realize. Be sure when you watch The Grinch Who Stole Christmas, you will listen to the message that is in the end. Christmas Spirit doesn't only apply to that one day of the year, its every day of the year!
Peace, love, and happiness
Maureen..."Mo"
I know...groaaaannnnnn..why is she bringing up Christmas already, can we get through Thanksgiving first, Christmas is 47 days away, and whatever else you sour pusses want to groaaann out your mouths. Well...so sorry...if you don't want to hear about how excited I am because the holidays are upon us, then stop reading. No one is forcing you to continue! Now, for those reading still....beware...I might make you smile or at least dream a little bit better tonight!
What pray tell, has sparked this sudden burst of excitement for Christmas or at least the holidays? I would have to say last night is where it really started. There is something about a first snowfall that gets me giddy like a school girl, although very, very mild and light by Chicago standards, still...there was snow.
The last day of clinic, I skipped out of there, with a million thoughts running through my head all happy of course. Although nervous and my head racing, I had a lovely evening with a very unique, down to Earth, and sweet guy. As we were leaving a very sweet gals birthday party, is when it started snowing enough to see the white in the distance. There is just something about snow and lights on trees, yes, some parts of Chicago do have lights on trees already. Of course, this had me thinking on the way home and all today, that summer is over, fall is here and almost over too, winter is going to be sooner then we realize it.
Fall, my favorite season (see previous post) gives way to Winter. Since I am and always will be, a kid at heart, snow is the best part of winter. I always jump up and down when there is too much snow for anyone to leave. Snow day for kids is almost as fun as snow day for adults! Yes it is, well, for me anyhow. Snow ball fights with the dogs and friends, sledding with friends and their kids, peeling off all the cold and wet clothes, hot shower and hot cocoa, wrap up under a blanket after lighting a fire, cuddle with Ara...the sweetest dog in the world. And, although I give everyone a hard time who puts a sweater on their dog, yes....Ara will be getting one this year. Its not to make her look cute, its so she can stay warm. With her hair, like other short-haired dogs, it is understandable why a sweater or something is needed for this area. But, summer time and other warm months, no...she does not get dressed up.
The other great moment of snow, perhaps my favorite, is when it is the middle of the night, fresh snow has covered everything in a pure, white, blanket. As no plows or drivers are on the road, the stillness is breathtaking. The peacefulness as you hear only snow falling on snow. Crystals falling onto other crystals. Other then the sound of snow falling, there is the occasional animal scurrying off to seek shelter or maybe some traveling in a pack to find food, howling in the distance.
I normally stand outside for a few minutes, wrapped up in a blanket, just listening to the sound of snow falling to the ground. Once I am too cold, I go upstairs and stare out the window for a few more minutes, watching the unique flakes fall in front of me. What normally happens with when snow starts falling, I start singing...especially parts of Let it Snow. Have you ever actually listened to the lyrics? That is old school romantic right there. I don't care what some of you say, I am a sucker for romance. A true gentleman who is comfortable enough to be romantic too...that's enough to make me melt.
So, although this may not have been directly related to Christmas, there was still the tone of the holiday. Snow, holiday music...pure joy. On that note, I bid you farewell...to another night. Dream of the beauty snow offers. The beauty just before anyone drives in it. Before you have to drive to work. The part where you may watch the flakes come down and cleanse everything. Natures way of purifying everything....
Have a most wonderful week. Be happy in all you do and spread that joy to others who may need it more then you realize. Be sure when you watch The Grinch Who Stole Christmas, you will listen to the message that is in the end. Christmas Spirit doesn't only apply to that one day of the year, its every day of the year!
Peace, love, and happiness
Maureen..."Mo"
Football, firewood, bonfires...signs of Fall
For Chicago anyways, the leaves have not only changed, but have fallen to the ground. All the brightly colored leaves scattering in the wind. Although I love the warmer months, I do love all the seasons. I think Fall is my favorite though, ever since I was a kid. Favorite childhood memory, raking the leaves up in the yard with my brothers and my Dad. Of course, being the youngest, I just HAD to do what my brothers did, even though it resulted in chores. Summer time I would cut the grass, Fall..rake the leaves up. The most fun though, flinging the leaves at my brothers which resulted in a leaf fight. Chasing each other and throwing leaves. Of course, then we would get yelled at by Dad for making a mess and to quit horsing around. We would always burst out in laughter and clean up. The end result, we would dump the leaves in the wooded part of the backyard. I remember making a leaf fort every year and would spend hours playing in it, sometimes falling asleep in a giant pile of leaves. So, this time of year, I sometimes get caught up in child hood memories. Most of the time, end up goofing off with friends and their kids.
Fall as an adult: going to/having bonfires, watching the leaves change and fall, playing the role as Auntie Mo while chasing the kids all over the yard, prepare for a cold winter's sleep (firewood, snow blower maintenance, unpack winter clothes), watch football, get the last bike rides in before its too cold, snuggle up with the dog, kids, and friends. Yes, am working on finding a good snuggle buddy.
Last night was a reminder that Fall is almost over and Winter will soon be upon us. Then I will be singing...Oh the weather outside is frightful But the fire is so delightful And since we've no place to go Let It Snow! Let It Snow! Let It Snow! Of course, one of the best things about the holidays is watching all the movies and shows that are still playing from when I was a kid. Yes, I am a kid at heart, truly one thing that will never change.
For those who are in warm weather right now, roll out the sleeping bag, I may need it come January just to thaw out for a few days!
Wishing you and yours a most terrific and happy week! Will be wrapping up Tour DaVita 2008 blogs this week with one long and final note.
Fall as an adult: going to/having bonfires, watching the leaves change and fall, playing the role as Auntie Mo while chasing the kids all over the yard, prepare for a cold winter's sleep (firewood, snow blower maintenance, unpack winter clothes), watch football, get the last bike rides in before its too cold, snuggle up with the dog, kids, and friends. Yes, am working on finding a good snuggle buddy.
Last night was a reminder that Fall is almost over and Winter will soon be upon us. Then I will be singing...Oh the weather outside is frightful But the fire is so delightful And since we've no place to go Let It Snow! Let It Snow! Let It Snow! Of course, one of the best things about the holidays is watching all the movies and shows that are still playing from when I was a kid. Yes, I am a kid at heart, truly one thing that will never change.
For those who are in warm weather right now, roll out the sleeping bag, I may need it come January just to thaw out for a few days!
Wishing you and yours a most terrific and happy week! Will be wrapping up Tour DaVita 2008 blogs this week with one long and final note.
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